LoVe yOu~

Been a while since I last updated my blog.
Not in the pink of health lately especially after I came back from Phuket. Been "looking half-dead" - quoted by Jayson.
To summarize the trip... Erm, so-so. I am being very frank and straight-forward, it wasn't what I've expected, not worth mentioning because I did not enjoy myself at all.
Started work at DTZ, feel extremely guilty for being away for 3 days 'cos I've been extremely unwell, can't make it to work.

Received the most wonderful gift of my life ... But it won't stay mine for long

Sorry Darling, if only circumstances had been better ... If only ...

Sorry Mummy, Sorry Dad. I did not refuse to heed your advise but I simply can't, I have my reasons. I will still be your good daughter, or at least I'll try to be a better one.

Sorry Jayson, I'm not as brave as you thought ... I really can't take it anymore.

Sorry Jaslin, You've seen the selfish and stubborn side of me.

Sorry Annie, I know you've been beaten and would sacrifice anything in exchange for the support that I've got.

All these changes ... all these unsettlements ... all these discomforts ...
Somehow, it's making me hate myself, i hate being me ...
Nobody else in the world will understand and don't even try to say you do ...
Because you are not me ...
This is an ordeal that I'll go through on my own, no-one can take my place.
I'll just have to learn it the hard way ... Yes, the hardest way ...

Sorry Darling, if only circumstances had been better ... If only ...
You'll be mine forever ... I Love You ...