sibeh sian

Played 3 rounds of mahjong with the Hub and 2 other friends till 5am, Thursday morning. But it's all worth it because me won $350.00. Loud Laughter!

The cards kept flooding in to a point that I couldn't control but had to do the 5-tai 自摸 combo again and again and again and again and again.. .. ..

And I just realised that my N80 is beginning to die on me.. So my winnings may come into good use after all.
With only 2 hours of sleep and another meeting to attend later in the afternoon, I don't know how long I can hold. Super hungry and stoned now.

On a depressing note, my beloved Director had to choose such a wonderful day to talk to me. Saying things like he very much wanted to pass me a few projects BUT ES strongly suggests that I should concentrate on doing Visioncrest FA.
Conclusion? The projects will only come in next year.

F*** YOU lah!

Have I not been diligent?
Have I screwed up any of my jobs before?
Have I not done my projects to the best of my ability?

And what do I get for all the efforts put in? NOTHING = NAUGHT = ZERO = NON-EXISTENCE.
So now I realise why everyone wanted to get out of Visioncrest and that was the reason they employed me because nobody wanted to do it anymore.
I was here not only to be the "shit-picker" but now the "shit-eater"

VISIONCREST, YOU ARE A FUCKING HINDRANCE TO MY CAREER, MY PROGRESS.

Maybe it's time..
To let go.