Sunday, June 18, 2006

So Near Yet So Far

I left my blog to idle for donkey years and it's been ages since I last read anybody's blog. This proves that I've either been too busy or too lazy. It must have been the latter, I reckon.

I finally have the mood to update my online diary. Was just telling The Husband about how 'quiet' you have become... Or at least, to me. I noticed this change since we became colleagues. I have absolutely no idea why.

Was it because you were too busy, thus had no time for me? I tried countless times, trying to break the ice between us but no avail.

I started by asking you out but you usually have other commitments.
I even used Jamie as a bait, thinking that you might miss her but i guess you were just too buried with work.
I ask if you're ok, hoping to make conversation. Apparently you have nothing further to talk to me about.
Each day, I bid "Goodbye" across the cubicle, I'll receive their replies but never yours.
It seems I'm being turned away. It's extremely disheartening.

Pardon me for saying this, my dear friend...
I feel that your preferences have changed. You no longer like to do the stuff we once did together. Besides work, you only have time for alcohol sessions with your drinking kakis. My name might now be at the bottom of your list.

I have long wanted to voice this matter out but lacked the courage to do so. What actually went wrong? Was it something I did? I'm baffled.
It probably isn't your fault, I just ran out of things to say.

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