It's Only The Beginning

I smile reminiscing…
Each morning when I step into the office, the first few greetings that I receive will be:
“Last night go where chiong? Bo jio!”
“Tonight go where happening?”
“Eh, I very bored leh, tonight where you all going?”
Until the team leader advised me to change my lifestyle before it affects my work.

I don’t know what to feel. Everything seems to happen so quickly. Months ago, I was clubbing at least 3 times per week. Not forgetting the regular visits to KTVs with my partner-in-crime (you know who you are). Come to think of it, we were pretty loaded back then huh?

In less than a year, I’m becoming a parent of a baby girl who’s going to be born next month. I’m feeling excited as well as frightened. Will I be a good mother? How will she look like? Is she healthy? Has she been developing well? There are countless questions, just no answers.

And tomorrow, I'll be heading down to HDB to execute the Agreement of Lease & take possession of my new flat. I’m feeling the pressure already & it's only the beginning. I fully understand how difficult it was for my parents to support me, feed the family and pay the mortgage loan.

These are the only thoughts that flood my mind now.
No longer will I think about which club to go tonight.
I suppose that's why we say "Life's a Bitch".