"The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration."
What is happening nowadays? My good friends are beginning to lock themselves in the Cell of Isolation... refusing help from loved ones. What's with that?
Okay, It's me... I started this 'Trend' and it's now spreading among my friends. It got to a point where if I were to see another sms that said - "Gal, I know it's hard now but you gotta talk to us and we'll try to help, we are your friends... Don't ignore us, you don't have to go through this alone..." My condition will be aggravated and I'll be like... For Christ sake, Just Shut the Hell up & leave me ALONE!~
See?! I know it wasn't very nice of me to behave the way i did or to have thought the way I thought. For I'm now beginning to realise that it was the anger within me that caused me to be so sensitive and was prone to flaring up at the slightest thing.
ANGRY... PEEVED... PISSED with life, people, myself, my job, the world.. And I just didn't wanna be bothered anymore. I didn't care if I coudn't be contacted, I didn't care if I'm making my friends worried. I didn't care even if I had any friends at all. What the... everything sucked! I was down in a bottomless pit.
But it gradually dawned upon me that I couldn't go on being so miserable, and I had to brace up and start talking to people who cares, things eventually got better.
Missy Annie... I've no idea what saddened you and probably be the cause of your isolation stunt. But, please don't stay in gloom for too long, it's unhealthy. And we will be boarding the plane to Phuket in less than a week so you gotta make a fast recovery and get back to your ol'perky self.
Okie?? We're all still here... ...
Sunday, August 14, 2005
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